my sweet nothings

snow day XD

2011-02-02T06:28:00.000-08:00

Gosh i love unexpected days off from school! hehe!! I must apologize before anything for the length of time i been MIA! no bueno i know! Glad i got to sneak my laptop from my momma just to get back on this! (shes addicted to fb)

so LOTS has happened to me since we last talked...

*got my permit in December (finally!)

*started my first semester at NCC

*had MY heart broken...

I am now figuring out my life, who my real friends are, who is really in my support system...

and also im learning to live the single life and do what i gotta do in life for ME. this is my year to spoil myself and be happy with no worries. just school and work...i rather leave it as simple as that but its nearly impossible. there is always something new coming up...

BUT i try not to let the little things stress me out anymore like i was trying to say, my life is in transition of change....good change and im all for it. a part of me does want to look into the future though...cuz im the type of person who wants to know everything and know what im working for/towards... i need to know and understand my goals...if i could just figure those out as well...id be all set!

as far as my love life, i dont have one. i can love, yes, but its not the same as being in a relationship. this by far was the hardest transition to me from 4 yrs, cut off, then 5 months then cut off it messed with me quite a bit....i like having another half, someone to share a part of my life with...but in this day im alone, taking in all the stress from work and school and life by myself and it can be hard sometimes...lonely too. but to those ppl closest to me know ima be okay, and plus i know this myself as well =]

i see nothing but good this year....as long as certain ppl and certain things dont come in and mess it all up for me.

life is good. life is what u make it!! so ima make it the best! u cant have good without the bad, and u definitely cant have happy without the sad...

when u think ur at ur lowest, theres nowhere else to go but UP!!

SONG OF THE DAY : Joe Budden "Ordinary Love Shit pt2"

a lil bit of errrytingg? si errrytingggggg =]

2010-11-07T07:15:00.000-08:00

very apologetic right now! its been a while since i have been blogging, havent had a good internet connection for a while but i figured id use what little connection i have to update you on my life...

these past couple months were definitely interesting, pretty soon school is coming up. after over 4 years being out of school im goin to northampton community college [finally], im gonna major in psychology and minor in business...hmm which reminds me i have to go pick my classes soon. dont get me wrong, im excited to meet new ppl and get my brain working again but im nervous because i procrastinate and sometimes i half ass homework and papers and such so hopefully now that im older and learned my mistakes from high school, i pray i dont bring those horrible habits to college. =\ only time will tell right? i just hope i can maintain good grades and not stress out too much because work is enough as it is...i already kno limits to my weaknesses.

...sometimes i dont think half of you realize what i put up with at work. like, if u really had me sit down and write all my issues with my workplace you'd fall asleep waiting for me to stop writing..no lie. lets just put it this way, im not a robot, im not lazy, i pick up quite alot of slack too i dont take advantage of ppl and i show appreciation to others.....and i try being nice to every customer even if i cant stand them. not trying to steal the spotlight, but i guarantee you half of our customers continue coming in cuz of me. i could be wrong but thats how i feel ya kno? i just think its hilarious when customers ask me on a daily basis "dont u ever get a day off" "did u even go home?" smh =/

well wait until i start school and want more time off....ha wonder whats gonna happen....but wait, i dont careeeee! my education comes first. too bad.

as far as the boyfriend goes, we could be great, i cant say everything is peachy when its not. i mean, we're not fighting or nothing but theres a bit of disconnection due to our schedules and only seeing each other for limited amounts of time during the week and its gets to be so frustrating and sometimes we take it out on each other... but in january we will be continuing school together and hopefully we will have a class together also. any little bit of extra time is soooo welcomed even if its just an algebra course =] i may get mad at him sometimes but he does work, school, special olympics and plays football with his team every sunday. its all good activities so i shouldnt be mad. but feeling like ur last on a list kinda bums you out though. but hey its life, gotta work hard now to get what you want in life. besides hes been a positive influence in my life anyway, hes a huge reason why im going back to school!

***music timeeeeeeeeee***

heres some songs that i been bumpin too lately

"romans revenge" nicki minaj ft eminem

"love the way you life pt2" rihanna ft eminem

"fall for your type" jamie foxx ft drake

"all about him" auburn

"perfect nightmare" shontelle

"i come first" neyo [kinda old but i love it]

"right through me" nicki minaj

"whip my hair remix" willow ft bow wow

lloyd banks ft eminem "feel like you"

***cosmetics timeeeee [for the girlies]***

any new products out there worth talking about? let me know, i havent gone to Ulta lately and i miss that store dearly lol

lately since the air is so dry and winter is coming i have finally gotten to using my benefit cosmetics tinted moisturizer [retails for about $30] so i need to start getting my moneys worth out if it. i have also been into my nails more, i tried doin designs and such but i think im gonna give in and get my nails done with one of my upcoming paychecks, my nails dont grow for shit so maybe ill get em done a few times until they are longer and then we will go from there. not even my sally hansen nail growth treatment was working =[ my nails are a FAIL haha

okay time to get goin, nice to finally update you all!! take care!!

this might or might not be a long one...

2010-09-02T07:07:00.000-07:00

hey hey heyyyyy!!!

its been a minute but im back up making hits, cuz my attitude is slick cuz i be thinkin im the shittt! haha please tell me someone remembers this song??

lol i love it still, i dont care what you all think. :)

as far as blogging went, i "blacked out" ever since Jamie left to coach special olympics. all the way near pittsburgh!! it sucked cuz he had barely any service out there, it was definitely hard not to text him and hear his voice much... =/

let.

me.

tell.

you!!

that was the longest week of my life, omigosh he missed my birthday! it was that week too! but that night Jamies mom surprised me with a bday dinner, cake, skyy vodka and all! i forget who exactly to give credit to so for kirsten, dawn, jamie and jio...thank you...!! first time being honestly surprised for a bday, it was great...couldnt ask for more ;)

here is a little video from my bday night at Pig Pen Sports Bar

ha! me and my friends are silly but we make it a great time, everytime!! oh, dont mind my screaming, i was super hot and my voice sounds crappy cuz i was singing all the songs that were playing lol

didnt mean for the pics to come up super huge but hey now u get to see my sweaty armpits all up in your face! [lmao ew] okay well thats all for now
as far as makeup videos go im working on a look for girls with glasses! so ill be in touch!

take care everyone! much love!
-rae

Do YOU tube?

2010-08-18T19:30:00.000-07:00

just a quick bloggie to let u know...

new youtube video up!!!

RAINBOW PASTEL!!! <---yay rainbows!! :) check it out!

i def need more viewers and subscribers!! =] kthanx!

-rae

cuz i'm into you...

2010-08-13T12:44:00.000-07:00

hey everyone!! so today i finally have off from work! it seriously felt like forever since i had off [and posted a bloggie!]

oh here!!! check this out! im sure you'll enjoy =]

oh and check this out too. its my youtube video for the Conair Infiniti clampless curling iron THE BEST curling iron i have ever used in my life! click here to watch it is also posted on jessi's and my makeup page For The L0V3 of Makeup!!! on facebook.

now for the most important part of my blog =] since i havent officially done this yet...i would like to introduce you all to my wonderful boyfriend...!!!

his name is Jamie. he is pretty freaking amazing ♥

[and no we were not naked in this picture, incase u were wondering...]

i must admit i have never been happier!!!

he's gonna be leaving me for a week with his friend jio to coach at the Special Olympics. if was for something else id be extra bummed because we are so attached to each other, i mean you got to cut me a break, we are a brand new couple! but hes doing this for a good cause and i think its the sweetest thing ever... hes got such a good heart.

i got me a good one ♥

well i hope life is treating you all well like its doing for me. being truly happy is the best feeling you could ever have. i wouldnt change it for nothing...and thats a fact.

-rae

i come from the land of joy and joyness!!!

2010-08-03T16:59:00.001-07:00

haha hey everyone, yea the title is from charlie the unicorn please dont laugh...well actually you can laugh because i think that video is hilariously stupidly funny and im a simple person who thinks alot of things are funny!!!...but anywho!! it was a pretty awesome day today, had a great sleep, spent the whole day getting ready for my photoshoot which was super fun!! my boo Jamie came with me and watched his model do her thing lol. The photographer Andy gave me and Jamie a good picture idea that i would really like to try... haha

a huge huge thank you to Andrew Smith for letting me have this opportunity, its was great working with him! until i get all the pics i would like to post one as a teaser...this picture is going to have its debut on this here blogger which then i will post this blog on my facebook...but until then, go check out to check out Andy's site!! =] [click here]

oh btw everyone....i have the best boyfriend ever! <3>

content!

2010-07-26T18:15:00.000-07:00

well hello ladies and gents, its been quite a day. work was super hectic, i wanted to pretty much choke all my customers, but they didnt know this because i hid that fact with a smile =] =] =]

oh btw new makeup tutorial...click here to watch!! its not the best but i was trying out my new camera. i freaking LOVE it! it works better than expected for only $109.99!!! thats for sure!! i have been going picture crazy, picture taking seems to be a stress reliever for me too which is awesome, oh hey check this out... i also got a new tattoo...

u like?? im in loveee with this too lol got it spur of the moment, i figured if i didnt do it that day i wouldnt have gotten a tat in a longggg time and i was long overdue! ten minutes after getting the tat i wanted another...but it must wait. sad i know..

as far as the drama with my breakup, it seems to be cooling down, im taking things day by day, yea it is weird coming home to a super clean [and empty] room but idk, its also refreshing. i cant lie, i am happy. i do feel like myself again, i will definitely grow from all this. i just hope one day me and him can be civil and be friends again. i never want to have any enemies in life...but what can you do!?

welp, thats all for now my loves, ill catch up with you all later, have a great night!!

-Rae

happily never after

2010-07-23T13:16:00.000-07:00

this title fits ever so perfectly right now in my life...

so how is everyone doing today? the weather here is super humid i cant stand it! yes i am a summer baby but jeeze! cut the humidty down a bit mother nature you're killing me!

so anyways today was super stressful, i had a doctors appt that was really needed and i freaking miss it, well, first off i was already late but when i finally got over there [i walked!] there was so much construction and detour stuff i didnt know where to go! so i quick called my mom and tell her to cancel it and i started turning around to walk home, and plus the ex boyfriend kept blowing up my phone...ughh. so my mom calls the place and they said the office is closed from

12-1....so then why schedule me an appt when we cant even get a hold of you guys to cancel it? really? ughh this is why i dont enjoy going to the doctors! ill just have to reschedule i guess. at least i had off from work today =]

so as i walked home i decided to stop at the downtown shops on the way back and i went into The Gem Shop and take a peek of what they had so i ended up buying two things, bracelet and necklace...

both only for $28! not bad right? i have this little obsession with stars...

but wait, i am a star....i gotta SHINE!!!

i guess this is all for now, thanks for reading! ill be in touch!

~Rae

welcome....me!

2010-07-19T18:55:00.000-07:00

So hello everyone! This is my first post on blogger.com! I am very excited to finally start blogging. I have been wanting to do this for a few months now but i finally got around to it! I needed this blog as a release of my troubles, happy times and all in between. and I will also will talk about makeup too since I have a facebook "like" page along with my best friend jessica. check it out here!

I hope my jibber jabber dont annoy you all too much! =] but anyways I'm going to leave it at that, chat with you all soon!

~Rachel